What if...

What if this book I have written one day goes viral? What would happen then? What would I do if my debut novel suddenly started spreading, like 'wildfire'? Is that why I wrote the story? In a word - no. But I would gladly take the profits that would eventually come with that.

What if the right movie producer then gets wind of my novel, and wants to make it a movie? What if I strike up the right deal with a screen-writer..or better yet, learn how to screen-write for myself? Is that why I took on this project? Again, I say - no.

What if the book never makes it outside of my circle of friends and family, and a few hundred random people on the internet who downloaded the Kindle version for free? Does that mean I wasted my time? First of all, I am not finished yet. I started this story, and I plan on finishing it. How many books will it take? I don't know...but the more I write, the more I believe I increase my chances for success. Not to mention - I wrote a book! People who knew me when I was little - never would have predicted this guy to be a writer. An artist - maybe...but not an author.

What if my novel just happens to fall into the right person's hands, at the right time...at a time in their life when they are fighting a spiritual battle, and through some miracle they see through the action and craziness in the book and find the underlying meaning to it all? What if they decided to win that spiritual battle that day? Well then, my friends - that is WHY I WROTE the book. That would make it all worth it, right there. Even if I wrote twenty novels...and none of them made it to the big time - if just one person made the decision to turn to Jesus, that would make it all worth it. In the end, if you take out the black mambas, the assassins, the special forces, the CIA, the military, the FBI, Islam - what matters most in the story is the fact that one person makes that decision. So if this story were to have a tiny little impact like that in this great big world, then my very own "Knox Mission" would be complete.

Black Mambas, crossbows, and syringes - oh my!

     Black mambas...crossbows...syringes filled with snake venom - several people have asked me after reading some of my writing, "Where do you come up with this stuff, Jason? You aren't really the violent type." I have had to ask myself that question, especially with my upbringing in the church. I can tell you, I have always had a strange fascination with all the different types of violence in the books I read AND the movies and TV shows I watch.

     I mean let's face it - nobody wants to suffer from a violent attack of any sort. But you can't help but wonder: what could I do to someone if they try to hurt me? If you see enough movies over the years, and read enough books, you can mix tricks used by their creators to come up with totally new ways to inflict harm upon imaginary characters. I know this sounds a bit sadistic, but there is just something challenging about writing a story about some way a villain or hero might try to harm some opposing force, and be unique in doing it.

     So whether it be getting beat by a baseball bat, or killed by some neuro-toxin injected with a hypodermic needle or snake fangs - you can get the same result by all sorts of means. Ironically it is almost the opposite of the definition of insanity. It is a strange twisted thing to even consider writing about for most Christians, but if you think about it, don't we live in just the sort of world where we have to overcome such things...and sometimes the only way to overcome them - why, turn to God, of course! But hey, that's another story.

Which would you rather have?

November 21, 2014

Would you rather have a father to look up to, who hung the moon, who could do anything, who wants to have a relationship with you, who lets you make mistakes and learn from them, who doesn't control every aspect of your life like you're some puppet on a string, who LOVES you....

                                                         or

Would you rather have a father who gives you no choices, who is domineering and inflexible, who cares not about love but about control, who only shows mercy if he feels like it, who stones people when they do wrong, who doesn't want a relationship but your loyalty, who wants not just to surrender, but totally submit to him and his will?

                                                        or

We can flip this around. If you were a parent, would you rather have your child look up to you, think you hung the moon, want to have a relationship with you, who makes mistakes and learns from them, who has some freedom to make choices, who loves you...

                                                        or

Would you rather have your child have no choices, be totally controlled by your will, who has to be controlled, who never receives mercy, who you can stone to death if they make mistakes, who is only loyal to you out of fear and respect, who totally submits to your will?

Maybe I am crazy, but the choice is obvious to me.

What would you do to protect your family?

November 12, 2014

To what lengths are you willing to go to protect those you love? Ask yourself that question, or ask yourself - what is your limit or line in the sand before you resort to drastic or violent means to resolve a situation? The main character in Misguided never got to answer this question because his family was taken from him, and he had no control over the outcome. But what if you knew someone wanted to harm your family? Would you try at all costs to fight for their safety, regardless of your training or lack thereof? Would you try to meet attackers' demands, or would you fight? This is something I think every 'man of the house' at least ponders at some point in their role as father figure or head of the household. I pray to God I never have to take action to answer this question, but trust me, I have thought about it many times. Me personally - I would use all the tricks in the book. I would use my strength, my size, my training, diversions, whatever it takes - to keep my family. So...what would you do to protect yours?

When Have You Been Misguided?

November 8, 2014

Think about a time when you were misguided. I remember a time in college, when a friend - who will remain anonymous - came up on my dorm hall while intoxicated, and my little brother was in town to visit. This friend at the time was cursing like a sailor, and ignoring the fact that my younger sibling was in plain sight. I let my anger get the best of me that day, and let the anger misguide me toward hating that individual during most of my stay at that school. I learned the error of my ways before graduating, but had been misguided by thinking I could be his judge, when really there is only one true judge over us all.

Spiller, compared to Superman

I wanted to take a moment, and come up with some interesting ways C.J. Spiller could be compared to Superman. I mean let's face it, there is already one of those fun Tigertown Graphics t-shirts out there on the matter, calling CJ Superman. So I thought it would be fun to come up with an actual list of comparisons. So here we go -
1. The most obvious thing I think CJ has in common with Superman is his seemingly inhuman ability to run amazingly fast. I mean let's face it; we all remember in the original Superman movie, when young Clark Kent outruns a speeding locomotive. See Clemson-Miami game, 2009; Spiller ran down the sideline on a kick-off return and was clocked at an astounding 28.8 miles per hour! Folks, Jessie Owens, a world-class sprinter in the Olympics during the 1930's topped out at around 27 mph. Spiller was wearing football pads!
2. Flying - So CJ can't fly through the air...but he has had some crazy highlight reels where he flew through the air over a couple of defenders, or faked some guys out of their shoes, and then of course flies along the ground with his awesome speed.
3. Super Strength; Look, CJ Spiller is only 5' 11", and 195 pounds. Yet there have been times when his smaller frame has moved mountains of linemen and linebackers that one extra yard that was needed for a first down. Now, Spiller may not have been able to do this his first two years, but he has developed into a very strong athlete.
4. Kryptonite - At least during Spiller's senior season, his Kryptonite was the nagging Toe injury that plagued him every game of the season...yet just like Superman, he was somehow able to overcome, and provide the Clemson nation with unbelievable Youtube footage that will not soon be forgotten, game, after game, after game!
5. American - What could be more American than a kid who is blessed with talent, and came from a little family in Florida, went against the grain and against all his family and friends and decided to follow his heart because it just felt right? The most fitting picture was when CJ Spiller crested the top of the Hill at Death Valley, holding the American flag for Military Appreciation Day. Remember in Superman, when the Man of Steel carried the American flag (only it was on a large metal flag pole; not the small stick Spiller carried).
So, CJ Spiller might not have superhuman powers, and he does not have x-ray vision, nor can he lift an actual mountain. But I still thought it would be fun to compare Clemson's superman to the famous fictional character.

They only come around once in a lifetime...

Sure, for fans of schools like Southern Cal, or Florida, or Oklahoma, it happens a little more often. But at a school like Clemson, players like CJ Spiller only come around once in a lifetime. I have seen Michael Jordan play basketball in person, and that night, he scored 28 points. This was when he was a Washington Wizard, but I can say that I got to see MJ play. Although LeBron James is great, and even Jordanesque, there will never be another Michael Jordan. Well, to Clemson fans, CJ Spiller should be your Michael Jordan. Sure, James Davis was pretty good, and Clemson has had some other exciting players like Woody Danzler. But no player that I can remember in my lifetime was as big a threat to score from any point on the field as Spiller. Personally, I am glad my son is getting to see Spiller pull off such a senior season on the football field. CJ Spiller can catch a kick-off and go the distance, scoot around a key block on a basic draw play and break off a 70 yard run, run a wheel route and run 60 yards on a pass play, and even throw touchdown passes! These are things you just don't hear about other players - ANYWHERE! Not only is he a scoring machine and a human highlight reel - but he moves faster than most four legged animals! To be fully dressed in full football pads, and still be clocked running 28.8 mph is rediculous. I have never seen a college football player force so many tacklers to miss him like Spiller. The best replay I have ever watched of him is when he fakes two Georgia Tech defenders out, one right after the other, using the same move twice, just in oppostie directions. The young man is absolutely breath-taking to watch in action. The only bad thing about him is you only have a few seconds to see him in action. Once he scores, it is almost like it never happened because it happened so fast. Fortunately for us, we have the wonderful invention of You-tube. I know not many people will read this, if anyone; but I can say I am truly glad I got to be part of this season, watching one of the best college football players ever. Earlier this season, I took my son to Fan Appreciation Day. He got a small orange football signed by CJ. Spiller put his signature right across the big white tiger paw on the ball. When my little son got his ball back, I got down next to him and told him, "Son, you better hold onto that ball for a long, long time." He simply replied and said, "Why, Dad?" I just said, "Because, son, players like CJ - they only come around once in a lifetime."